Black skies full of stars.
We were going to go on an expedition. The one promised from a lifetime ago, when Josh said that he wanted to go to the beer garden...and I said 'we will come back when you are not taking the SSI and you can drink beer...' But this morning began in a way I can't recall... And for reasons I can't remember. I just couldn't take the possibility of him becoming florid , as I was driving down the motorway. After all been there and done that - the nightmare scenes filling my mind - so I gave him two hours to reassure me by his behavior within those hours. But most of those hours were filled with him being screaming mad. So, here we are. The reasons for the screaming mad? Well for my own sanity and to model 'correct' behavior husband and I have been ignoring his obsessional monologues. They are met with - if any reaction at all - these words: 'I believe this is an obsessional thought. I refuse to think about it, and I will not get into a discussion'. So, in