Gravity...
The event horizon is the glimmering ring of absolute delusion that surrounds a black hole. Light from past events is trapped at a balance point. Image without form. To go beyond this balance point is to leave a ghost, an appearance of life as you are crushed into ultimate stasis. The event horizon is a mirror that reflects only the past. I woke up feeling a familiar dread. It is soon September and the start of the school year. This feeling shows how much I have not moved on. I am dreading him working with her as if I don't know, as if it is this time last year. Telling myself the truth, that this is nothing but a recording of how I felt, but wasn't allowed to express last year, may help, eventually? As I feel this the metaphor changes. I'm on the Nostromo very quietly getting into my space suit. The sense of threat; the psychological damage already done, the financial implications, the unknowns that lie like land mines buried in the ground ahead.... I want to blow i