Fall out
The fall out from the terrible year blows across all areas of my life. My first and clearest observation is, acute and chronic stress causes time to speed up. Days strobe past, a week becomes two days long. At the moment, I'm dealing with my life literally flashing before my eyes. Memories of things said, things done. Not so much a desire to put right, just a feeling of inevitably. The stress becomes fall out when it reaches toxic levels. Dulling senses, creating selfishness. It is a truly horrible experience. I believe it is only truly perceived when healing starts....